Juggalos on OKCupid

My self-summary:

if you have any interest in me plz msg me cuz i never know what to say first
well if my pic didnt scare you
im a very laid back guy that likes to have fun meet real people and do something fun i like little kids and doing just about anything
id like to find someone into me for who i am not what i look like
im a big kid at heart never gonna grow up and i love to play pool ive got 2 tattoos and 2 rings ive been told im too nice and ive been taken advantage of many times i sometimes am way to trusting but i keep trying because i know there has got to be someone as real as i am im kinda a hippie and love to go on 2-3 week trips to thee woods camping i try to go every year
rainbow gatherings i want to share that side of life with a family camping drum circles that means a road trip every year if this interests you its a huge plus
i want a family and kids and to continue to be my self i care too much and im willing to put everyone else 1st
im not afraid of commitment or extra kids
not afraid of being a stay at home dad
and for he right person id pack up what life i have and go
for the right person i would even give up cigarettes and thats huge
i am a pasifist a non violent guy and i dont hit anyone
im looking for a woman that i can be faithful to and that can trust me the same ive been through too much drama for that someone i can love and be there for if just to listen
i wanna know what it feels like to be truely loved by a woman not into head games and can accept me for who i am and i will do the same
whats on the inside counts the most
i want them to know they are safe with a guy my size im 6 foot 5 so i tend to scare some people i hate that about me I’m a juggalo

What I’m doing with my life:

i cant work cuz of getting hit by that cop car but i get disability so my income is stable and for life
not much now but i think id like to settle down and have a family
i really want my own kids babysitting is my life so far but its not the same as having your own children im in las vegas but not very into it i want out and mabye this site wile help me
now that im not babysitting i have no idea what im going to do now id like to find some sort of live in babysitting job but it probly wont happen cuz most people in vegas seem to think all guys r perverts i really gotta get out of here

I spend my time thinking about:

being alone sucks
im ready 4 a wife and children more then 1
why i feel its easy to have a friendship with children over most adults
finding someone to accept me 4 who i am
why people think im too nice and that they are stuck with me
why i care so much
why i keep being nice to people even when they are not always nice to me
still missing my dreds
wanting a big family
what drives people to hit woman and children
why most people think only perverts like kids

On a typical Friday night I am:

im not babysitting anymore cuz the dad got jelious of his son loving me more then them and told me not to come back the boy started calling me dad so now xbox360 is my life til i can find someone willing to try to be understanding i am big hearted i admit it i have no life yet but mabye someday that will change

The most private thing I’m willing to admit:

i never went to school but im smarter the most people that went to collage i got my ged at 11 1/2 i was kicked out of my house when i was 12 and i was homeless for about 8 years my early life was ruff and now i want a better life i have not been homeless for almost 8 years now i cant drive doctors orders so getting places is hard id hitchhike anywhere if i had to get to you
my last gf was preg and left the country so i have never seen my kid i dont even know if they r even still alive

You should message me if:

u can accept me 4 who i am
are looking for a husband/father
want kids
looking for a LTR
and dont mind that i have an extreme fondness for children its just part of who i am but i get alot of crap because of it
420 friendly is a plus
someone that can smoke me under the table im in love already
ready to have me pack up an go anywhere